流於指間的深沉，轉化成我的文字(Music-Licious)

總是習慣性因為一點小事物想起某個人

抑或是為了想起某個人特別注意某事物



會因為某牌子的沐浴乳香味讓我想起A



或因為某款式的車子想起B

也曾經在路上注意著同樣的車

或許這算是我們之間唯一的連結吧



因為聽到SAVAGE GARDEN的歌

讓我想起C曾經跟我說過他很喜歡他們的歌

我現在喜歡他們的歌

或許是因為C喜歡的緣故吧



這也許是人的一種慣性

一種懷舊的習慣

它曾經是那麼的美好

那麼的奇妙

但是

曾經也只能是曾經

我們不得不讓他過去

路還是持續要走

只是我們總會在半路時

回頭看過去有過的美好

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dear angel:

for a long time,i've never written any letter to you.

cause it's hard for me to find any link to anything about u.

all i can see is always a draem.

a dream never will be true.

it might sound very childish amd foolish.

however,i still wrote these words down.

i wondered this "might" be the last letter for u.

all of this has made me feel tired.

i have gotta start a brandnew life.

you also have your life to get through.

a heaven's life i never and dare not dream of.

in dreams

u talk to me

in real

u are so far away.

i don't know how all of this started,but i know i have to stop that.

dream is so beautiful,but reality is really cruel.

accepting that makes life much more easy.

good bye,dear dear...angel.

(hope a temp. bye.)

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dear dear angel



也許這是只是場怪夢

無緣無故編織出的一場夢

或許是心神喪失

更或是發了瘋

但是至少有過這樣的感觸

不管究竟這段感觸是否結束

我知道

我曾經經歷過



或許是沒有了連結管道

我斷了這分相思

也少了那份新鮮

至少

在我的認知裡

你還是如此的美好

你是我不會碰觸到的那個夢想

我想

如果能認識到像你一樣的人

會是我夢寐以求的事



因為所有一切

都是未知數

是我無法了解的

所以我只能用許多許多的假設

來描述這種感慨

經過了這段時間

我也知道

現在我該將你放下了

再這麼下去

對我而言一點好處都沒有

思念

太多也會讓人感到沉重

希望

你的天使

也可以帶給你前所未有的幸福

給我我所不能給你的東西



再見了

我的天使

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dear angel:

today i try to explain why i call you angel.

honestly speaking,i am not sure is it right you are really an angel.

but in my eyes,because of your kindness and matureness,i've decided you're really an angel.



angel has a stable and warm voice.it freshes your ears.

angel has a shiny smile.it may make you addicted to that.it's toxic.

angel is kind-hearted.it helps you anything it can do.

angel is considerate.it knows what u want and need.

angel's words are the candy.they are really sweet.

angel's smile is the wine.you may be besotted by that.



angel has a gold and movable home.

it takes u everywhere u wanna go.



angel gives the fresh air.

angel gives the room to grow.

angel gives the shelter.

angel brings the strength.

angel brings the joy.

angel brings the light.



angel brings the best dream.



that's why i call you angel.

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to dear angel:

after several days

i come to realize the fact i may not see u again anymore

i think i've accepted that from the very start.

but i finally know now.



these days there's one image on my mind.

that's you play with another little angel.

this makes me find ur gentleness and kindness.

i make believe i was in a paradise.

it's really an angel should have and should be.



although u have had an angel by your side.

don't mind.

i still wanna make you my angel.



i try to figure out the connection between angel and me.

it might be friendship.

it might be affection.



however,as for now

dream must be the most possible link between us.

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somthing's happening

i find an angel

not so smart

not so pretty

but,sweet and considerate.



cna't believe i sould leave it.

it is the angel which is untouchable for me.

cause i don't have that destiny to hold.

it is not meant to be.

you just have to let go of this dream.



all i can hold is the image and its voice.

i should be much more greedy.

but dare not do so.



suddunly

sorrow and saddness is all i got

goodbye is the word i have to say.

the appreciation is the thing i have to bury in the bottom of heart.

mourning is the act i only can do for the bury.

let it go,just like wind.



good bye,my angel.

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